Friday, July 30, 2004

Falling back towards earth....



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Everytime I start to feel guilty about how I treated a certain someone of my past, I am reminded how much of a jerk he could be. That's why I stay away from self-righteous people.

Sunday, July 25, 2004

Maybe I'm trolling around too much for comments when none of y'all have any. 'sokay.

As many of you know, I did a stupid thing and procrastinated on my last week's homework project. So basically, after a 7.5-hr shift on Thursday night, I drove to Santa Monica and pulled an all-nighter so I could turn in my project at 8 am the next morning. Let's just say, that was hell. (BTW, thanks Dave for all your help!)

(See how I give shout-outs? I tend to give more to those who leave comments. Hint hint. Heehee.)

So I have to make sure to finish this week's assignment this weekend. Why? Well, you'll see when I post my schedule! Though most of you already know.

I was driving a co-worker crazy today from my recitations of various lines from Romeo and Juliet. Yep, Shakespeare. Well, that's what happens when you're forced to memorize a monologue in ninth grade and it sticks. I mean, don't y'all have something that you memorized eons ago that you just can't forget?

My schedule:
Sun -- church picnic, 5-ish to 11:45 pm
Mon through Thu -- LAS VEGAS!!!
Fri -- school
Sat -- 4:15 am to 12:15 pm
Sun -- 6 to 11:45 pm

Friday, July 23, 2004

Evil, thy name be-ith procrastination.

No need to post my schedule as things are too friggin' hectic.

Monday, July 12, 2004

How sad am I that I would rather search the internet to find out if the person that looked familiar at Jennifer's wedding was actually that person rather than walk up to her and ask her directly.

Speaking of, that wedding... man.... It was beautiful because the sentiments were beautiful. I just wish I could've gotten there on time. Who knew the 10 and the 101 would be so awful on a Saturday afternoon? Anyway, typical Korean wedding with gazillions of guests. The after-party at the Westin Bonaventure Hotel was much better. The chances of my getting married is pretty slim at this point, but if I ever do, I so want to elope. Or at least not have such a huge wedding.

Since my car's been out to pasture, I've been driving my brother's old beamer. People have been complementing it, and I've been down-playing it. I don't know why. Most people love having flashy cars, but I think I'd rather drive the Camry with the bashed up front than the BMW. Maybe because it's an old beamer with crappy insides. Or maybe it's because it projects a false view of my current financial state. I just feel uncomfortable having nice stuff, it seems.

My schedule this week:
Mon -- no work!
Tue -- 4:15 am to 12:15 pm
Wed -- 6 am to 12 pm
Thu -- 4:15 to 11:45 am
Fri -- school
Sat -- 6:30 pm to 12:45 pm
Sun -- church, 4:30 to 9:30 pm

Friday, July 09, 2004

Should be paying attention in class....

Korean drumming = hard, but cool. Wish I could take more. Reminds me of college where possibilities numbered in the billions and time remained 24/7.

Wish my projects didn't suck so much. What you put in is what you get. Blah.

Nothing new to wear to Jennifer's wedding tomorrow. Tried looking. Legs too short for most fashions now. (Just-under knee skirts too popular. Not wearing "short-short" skirts.) Perhaps my calling is in fashion. Not "petite." More like "short regular folk." Would make a fortune. I call it!

Complete sentences = bad

Tootaloo mon rendezvous!

Monday, July 05, 2004

Schedule this week:

Mon -- 6:15 to 11 am
Tue -- 10 am to 4 pm
Wed -- 8:45 am to 4 pm
Thu -- no work!
Fri -- school
Sat -- Jennifer's wedding
Sun -- church, then 7 to 11:45 pm

Another store called and begged me to cover a shift yesterday. I guess they thought it'd be crazy like last year. Turns out, people have either gotten more lazy, or the fact that it was a Sunday kept people away. Only poor retail schmoes had to work yesterday and today.

At least I got paid time-and-a-half. Like that means much.

It's been a week of highs and lows. Turns out, I am poor enough to qualify for fee waivers for school. I got a reduced fee parking pass only to get a parking ticket that day cuz I forgot to move my car during the break. Sigh.

I should take advantage of the free counseling offered to me through school and work (I think I get three free sessions each.) I don't know if I have to guts. I put on a happy face for other people, and it feels genuine. Perhaps it's the weird dichotomy of my personality where I am an introverted people person. That is, I prefer the company of myself to other people, but then I prefer the company of a few close friends to just myself. Anyway, I think the act of putting on a happy face forces you to feel happy, even if you'd rather wallow and mope. Which then makes me think that's just life. That we are all miserable creatures 'til we are forced to not be one.

Or maybe I'm just screwed up.

My sister and her husband (and their dog) drove down for the weekend at the last minute. I didn't see her much as I ended up working, sleeping, or elsewhere. I felt a little guilty "appropriating gratuitous beverages" for them... but it's like, what else kind of hookups are there?

Perhaps I'll just dive into a stupor of my drug of choice: TV. I saw Spiderman 2 last week. Abso-freakin'-lutely great movie. Very satisfying to a Spidey-fan. So much so that me, Miss Miser-in-Denial, is willing to pay to see it in the theaters again. Ooooooh.